I’m a Porn Star: Gay4Pay, which is released internationally on Tuesday, explores why straight men would have sex with other men, and why there’s such a huge market for it. At least half of all male gay porn stars identify as straight, according to Charlie David, a director from Montreal, Canada, who’s made a documentary on the subject. They’re not doing that much any more.”Ĭurtis’ experience may sound extreme, but it’s a common phenomenon. “They let me top the first sex scene I did just to ease me into it. “I thought about it a bit, experimented at home and was like, well that ain’t too bad, I can do that and come back with a pocketful of money, that’d be great. But soon enough, the chance to make even more money became too enticing. Pretty much just like jerking off at home is what it turned out to be.”Ĭurtis was emphatic that he would not do a sex scene. when you have three or four people with cameras, it’s pretty nerve-racking. I’d never been naked in front of anybody other than me and a girlfriend. “It was just, come back here, here’s the studio, get naked. “They made it real comfortable,” he says. Most women aren't aware of their husband's cheating. You need to be more aware of the person you're in bed with, ladies. You might just be sleeping with the enemy.THE offer came through Curtis’ MySpace account: masturbate on camera for a gay porn film, and earn some quick and easy cash.Ĭurtis was straight, but as a struggling new graduate in fast-paced San Diego, it was a tempting idea. Seventeen percent of divorces are caused by infidelity. It's a man that you love with all your heart lying and betraying you. But remember: we don't know you or have feelings for you. To us, it's just sex to you, it's a lot more. Most people want to put the blame on the mistress and not the person doing the cheating. But if he did, I wouldn't hate the person he was with I would hate my partner. I was in a serious relationship for many years and it would have killed me to know that he cheated. The married men I've been with have been school teachers, police officers, Wall Street businessmen and men who cheat while their wives are pregnant. I've even slept with a man the day before he got married.Īs I enter my 30s, I wonder where life will take me. I feel bad they live a life where they truly think they're in a happy marriage.
They replied, "Yes." They told me they were straight, but enjoyed getting it on with men because their wives didn't know how or were just plain boring in bed.ĭo I feel bad for all the wives? Yes, I do. I asked all of them if they were married.
Later that night when I was done, most of the guys that came over wrote me asking how long I was in town for and if they could swing by again before I left. As they started to come into my room, I noticed that each of them had a wedding ring on. After he left, I had a few other guys over. I acted like nothing had happened but I was a little shocked.
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I told her I was picking up food for her and the kids," he said with a straight face and picked up. "Hey, babe, sorry it's taking so long. I closed the door and walked over to him. Then, right when we were going for it, his phone started to ring. He walked in and moved to the foot of the bed but didn't sit.